kintsugi
Sundos Hejazi
broken.
shattered.
imperfect.
your rough edges
made me bleed scarlet
as i held you
and tried to fix you.
golden seams
glue your pieces together.
they magnify your fragments.
your mistakes
and flaws
and scars
and pain
are not to be hidden.
you no longer reject light,
you welcome it.
the beauty you once had
cannot compare
to your beauty now.
you were molded
with precision.
once a sorrowful lump,
then a work of art,
then a crushed mosaic,
and finally,
a beauty.
you fell apart.
now, you are reborn,
a phoenix from its ashes.
you are clean.
cleansed of your past sins.
alone, your parts are separate
recollections of where you have been.
but together,
they are you.
light came from your darkness.
joy dripped from your tears.
your soul was ripped apart
only to be pieced together
with gold.
it was not easy.
it took time
to find the right way
to piece together your pieces.
but it was worth it.
you are worth it.
you are restored
with new perspective.
a stem snapped in half.
fractured glass.
a flooded home.
your pain changed you.
you were silent,
now you shine.
your cracks are mended.
they are not the same as before,
but better.
gold spills from your fault lines.
it absorbs daylight.
you are healed,
not fixed.
because you did not need to be changed.
you needed to allow yourself
to glow
and embrace your hurt.
where you were once split,
you are now fused.
your crevices make you special.
every fissure is a chapter
of your tale.
broken.
shattered.
perfect.