Liked or Loved?
By Anusaya M.
Last evening, the winds were silent
But inside my head there was a flood,
It laved the shore and shown me
The real difference between like and love.
Love is kind of complicated
Like is way more simplified,
There are no breakups and no promises
But all they need is just your smile.
Love is blind
It can make you fall,
Love is bound to a single person
But like is meant for all.
There are certain love songs
Songs that you might have listened too,
But there are no like songs
Because for that just a thumbs up would do.
I do respect the feelings of both
The one who believes in spring and the one who believes in fall,
It's alright if you are not loved
Maybe you are meant to be liked by all.
Roses
By Quinn R.
we are
roses
thorns
hidden
in people
we are
paper
invisible
ink
splatters again
we are
everything
void
in
my heart
we are
nothing
endless
pain
and agony
we were
Roses.
Two Worlds
By Shivi D.
Lights flicker at the other side,
both flanks oblivious of either.
Silence
rustle
whispers
zephyr.
Barks
cold
concrete
arrhythmia
analogous.
Lamps far and away,
visible through the expanse
stay burning till intimidated by the sun.
Variations on a Snowy Day
By Adrija J.
I.
A bell ringing afar
Announces the arrival of winter
The sound loud and clear
Echoing along the empty streets
II.
The chilly breeze
Swirls around
Mingling with people's breath
Awaiting the arrival of the snow
III.
A young girl sits at the window
Trying to look through the frosted glass
Wondering if Santa Claus
Was after all a fairy tale
IV.
The snow falls in flakes
Covering the road in a white carpet
The Road Not Taken and The Road Taken
Both desolately welcoming
V.
The sun peeps and hides
The white and dark clouds warring
The momentary sunshine on snow
Sparkling like stars on a snowy cloak
VI.
A lonely skateboard sliding down the hill
Stops atop a frosted lake
The fish look on from underneath
A white bird lands on the skate
VII.
The crackling of the flames
People gather round the bonfire
The heat rising from the soup
The twinkling star on the Christmas tree
VIII.
The nose at the window
Desperately seeking a whiff of the soup
Little shivers running along the spine
Little rumbles in the stomach
IX.
The street light blinks and winks
A magic show on the snow
Unblinking eyes
Snowflake in hand
X.
The sky lights up in celebration
Wisps of warmth whisper and wane
The door pushed open again the force of the snow
A bright red bell on a pale cold palm.
Who Was I -- Seventh Grade
By AM
I people watch
I listen
I learned about others
I wanted to know their stories
Everyone’s is different
Everyone’s is important
Almost imperative to the world
Which is really just a collection of stories if you think about it
Well everyone’s story was important
Except mine
I heard everyone’s stories
About their friends
About siblings
Or family vacations
Or even their stupid dog
I listened to everyone’s stories, their happy stories
And I read book after book after book
Always wanting to escape from this world, if only for a little while
Filling my mind with so many stories in hopes I could forget my own
Yet here they are
Stuck in my head
But bleeding from my fingertips across a blank page
Filling it with pain and heartbreak
That’s why I write
To bleed
But I guess there are some stories we don’t share
Some stories we can’t share
I never shared stories
I gathered them all up
And put them in a box of
“Things I wish I could forget”
My life became one dimensional
I was just a body
With no stories
With no memories
With no love
With no nothing
Somedays I was overwhelmed with emotion and others I was just numb
And I didn’t know what was worse
Dying of thirst or drowning
Days just became the same thing
Over and over again
A repetitive motion
Half the time I forgot I was even alive
But one day the box broke and everything came pouring out
Drowning me
I broke too
But I wouldn’t tell anyone anything
I thought sharing a memory was like sharing a burden
A burden no one else deserved
I remember that day, naturally I was a mess
One person noticed
Out of the 500 people I passed by
One person noticed
It was my teacher, I was mortified
She asked if I was okay
I started to cry like I was in kindergarden and I’d lost my stuffed animal
But now I was in danger of losing much more
But I wouldn’t tell her what was wrong
I couldn’t
And I was embarrassed
Embarrassed of not being okay
Embarrassed of the story I refused to tell
As if telling someone would kill me
And if I’m being honest it might
I was embarrassed of the scars it left me with
Some physical
Most emotional
Because the thing about scars is
Sometimes they make past seem more real than the present
And the thing about stories and memories is
They remind you that the future is shaped by the past
And sometimes you don’t want it to be
Sometimes you want to start over
Sometimes you want to forget
Sometimes you just want to just live your life
Sometimes you can’t.
I Am From Everything Blue
By Ellie C.
I am from blue, everything blue,
The shining of the ocean glimmering in sunlight,
The crashing of the waterfall that cascades down in a misty veil,
The shades of my jacket, jeans, water bottle, backpack,
The azure of the pool that I see almost every day.
I am from the feeling of the sapphire rain on my face,
From the booming thunder, flashing lightning, and gray skies, of Virginia
From stars scattered like bright paint across the dark canvas sky.
I am from all the fruit: mangoes, blueberries, strawberries, cherries, blackberries:
From the sweet to sour tastes of all of them,
From the plate of no vegetables,
From the flavorful sauce spread upon pasta with love
Made by my mother.
I am from Wai-gong and Wai-poa, from their silent support,
From the nights spent long ago.
I am from Hawaii visits in the summer,
Dancing palm trees and sunny blue skies,
Starlight and sunsets shining on water.
I am from music, filled with vibrant colors and carrying lingering smells,
Calm blue of Mozart, Bright purple of Beethoven. The red of pop and the yellow of classical.
I am from painting words onto paper,
From splashing images onto a blank canvas,
From creativity and imagination,
From the music that flies from fingers placed on ringing strings of my cello.
From the glimmering notes when hands meet the keys of my piano,
Lost and long ago.
I am from swimming,
Floating above the ground like an eagle,
Soaring, soaring, soaring to worlds unknown.
I am from the pool, where many dreams, friendships, treasured moments live.
I am from the waves, reflecting turquoise, smooth feel and calm sounds.
I am from the water, where I feel free, where I know
No limits.
I am from the chatter in my household:
Four kids, two adults, a cat, and a dog,
Always filling my life with unexpected twists and turns:
I never know what’s around the corner.
I am
From sibling fights,
From sibling hugs,
From sibling conversations,
From a life shaped by the people I live with.
I am from lemon leaves and budding roses,
From the backyard
That my mother always insists on watering.
I am from candles,
Smells of any kind: raspberry, cucumber, coconut.
Colors of any kind: mint, magenta, cyan, mahogany, cream, lavender, cerulean blue.
I am from you can achieve anything.
Always do you best,
And it doesn’t have to be perfect.
I am from dreams: moonlight-dappled nights,
Midnight thoughts, navy skies,
Starlight, moonlight, dusk and dawn.
I am from my world where the colors dance
In an unending display of blues.
And I am from myself:
Flaws, imperfections, mistakes
Shape who I am
And who I will always be.
A Double-Edged Sword
By Erica L.
Steel staffs, steady and still
An absence of sound, not one moves around
A beast starts to run with a free mind
But is quickly ambushed by a hunter pack
It cries for help but is out of luck
A parade of sharp, pointy spears collectively strike
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can’t kill the beast.
Confused, the hunters look at each other
They thought the key was to strike altogether
Everyone wants one more crumb, one more piece
All envy the legend of the Midas touch
No matter what they have, they continue to reach
Stressing endlessly, restless for more possessions
Trampling over one another for the Promised Land
It paves a powerful path for their wrath
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can’t kill the beast.
Pandora’s box opens from the insatiable desire
Closed before hope gets a chance to explore
The unleashed evil only promotes more upheaval
Each hunter realizes his reward is impossible to resist
The cause of their demise, all humanity is lost
So when the beast awakens, the hunters strike again
They stab it with their steely knives
But they just can’t kill the beast.
Married
By Daniel L.
Do you remember that day?
What was it, a year ago now?
When I forgot my faith
And I left it behind for a mistake
I still remember so vividly
Betrayed someone who meant a lot to me
Someone who deserved much better
I’m married to my regret
And nobody knows
A past I wish to forget
That’s the way that it goes
That’s the way that it goes
And if you’re listening, I swear
I’ve never been so sorry in my life
They say that you live and learn
Well, I learned the hard way this time
Do you think that you could ever forgive me?
I don’t think I can forgive myself
We were something special, weren’t we?
Now I’ve put myself in my own hell
I’m married to my regret
And nobody knows
My past I wish to forget
That’s the way that it goes
That’s the way that it goes
I’m married to my regret
Now do you wish that I was dead?
I know that I can never forget
Everything that was said
Wish I could take back what I said
The wedding was officiated
By my own mind
And the rings that bind us
Are the scars on my arm
I’m sorry
I’m so sorry
What will it take to make things right?
Have we already run out of time?
I still remember what you meant to me
I just want to tell you that I’m so sorry
Heart Head
By Daniel L.
Today was a month long
Because you weren’t in it at all
And I’ve been waiting for so long
Will you answer my call?
Patiently waiting
Are you hesitating?
I’m losing my mind and I feel like I’m dead
I’m screaming your name
No, I’m not okay
Is the pain in my heart or my head?
I feel like I’m insane
As I’m calling out your name
Can you hear a word that I say?
Are we running out of time?
I thought you said that you were mine
I need you with me tonight
My voice is breaking
With every smile I’m faking
And halfhearted excuses I’m making
Just give me a call
Your voice can break my fall
I need you to tear down my walls
Can you hear my voice?
This is the only way I know how to vent
All this time I’ve been waiting for
Someone who could finally understand
I promised myself I would never cave in
And I know that it’s not your fault
My rage isn’t for you, it’s our situation
Because if I am without you, am I really me at all?
Shards of Glass
By Shrawani P.
I hope you heal from the wounds,
Inflicted by the cruel world.
Trust me many others are injured,
Just like you.
I hope you heal from all the attempts,
To fix yourself in certain standards.
Trust me many others are "not matched",
Just like you.
I hope you heal from all the criticisms,
Your distant relatives bombarded you with.
Trust me many others are "not good enough",
Just like you.
I hope you heal from looking in the mirror,
And not smiling at yourself.
Trust me many others have lost their smiles,
Just like you.
I hope you heal from relentless hatred,
Of every beautiful part of yours.
Trust me many others are yet to love themselves,
Just like you.
I hope you heal from the ignorance,
Of the immense beauty you possess
Trust me many others are unenlightened,
Just like you.
I hope you heal from everything that,
The world hasn't apologized for.
Trust me many others have lost hope,
Just like you.
I hope you heal, heal and come back.
Shine brighter with bravery and confidence.
Trust me many others have that power within themselves,
Just like you.
River Veins - Imagine
By Mahica J.
Imagine the ancient hero.
The warrior is standing,
sword poised in turf-rough hands,
waiting.
The universe is burning amber and green.
Ya see those hills, Eamonn? All the way out to them mountains? Our land. Our
people.
The ashes are alight and smoke fills his eyes.
The bog-marshes are filled with bodies.
Fighters, children, brothers,
Lost, lost and losing.
Memories snuffed like old wax candles
left out in the midnight breeze.
He fastens his grip on the sword.
Familiar blood on familiar soil.
We’ll be remembered as heroes, boy. Choirs will sing our names.
The blade through the book,
Knife deftly slices through the imaginations
of the crafted world.
The forgotten voices sing from the unmarked graves.
The warrior runs.
I can’t just do nothin’, ma. They’re takin’ our history!
He runs, he falls, forgotten.
The unnamed hero lost.
He barely breaths through delicate paper lungs
and the ink blood in his heart.
The forgotten warrior stands,
sword clasped in forgotten hands,
waiting for a forgotten war.
Just wait for me Eamonn, yeah? I’ll be back by dawn.
Back, back, back.
These pages take us back.
Glance Upon Reflection
By Dylan H.
My soul windows concealed by doubt,
Intrepid, within inner war, heedful of my
present.
Risk my gift? I'd rather end this excruciating
drought.
Rain overlooks my introspection, darkness
dooms.
Obvolute spirit, entanglement of outer
criticism and inner optimism ever the
effervescent
Rays beam through my windows as
opportunity looms.
I walk away
Beating Waves
By Emilia A.
Resemble that flowers that I tried so hard to plant
withered when had enough of them
did not want to abandon them earlier ,
but the severity of these incidents went through
did not allow them to grow as I please though
Just to be in this dark blue
Because I'm fine, I'll be fine, that's all I've
heard all this time
And now it has become the usual lie kept tellin' right?
A sea of thoughts trying to coddle me into
the other side
By forgetting that I were happy before as was sure
That I were glad to go on and ignore
Whenever look at my reflection mirror, can't
help but see
my pale gloomy face and much errors
But I swear that's not me! I'm healthy, why do I show
such jitters?
left my faith in someone who was everything for me
After that, heard nothing but broken glass and tears
Huh! What did you do? was a naive question asked beforeOn the pages of my diary, only drew the letters of your name insure
All I hear now is the glass that you broke, ringing
to secure
It continues and stays on the crumbling, dear
Was i easy to broke and fell poor
Why i act like that now? and for?
Why can't I laugh in your face like before?
Aren't you my favorite anymore?
Or are you not real to me furthermore
Everything I was trying to tell you before
a mixture of lies didn't want to say anything more
That's the window I'm leaning on still cold
The cries of children around are no longer joy,
Will we be tormented here forever long?
All I knew, I were unwanted door
Since mother didn't even try to calm me
reassure since i was born
Is it a safe and warm feeling to be near her?
I don't know
shouldn't have given up on me ergo
Oh, yeah, that's what everyone do
Ideas started to collide in my memory tons
now you live in the image of the sea
the owner of this voice
standing on the edge of these rocks,
cumulative waves that send an image of no return
What a beautiful color. Will it be a nicer combination if i jump though?
Blue, red and then clouds reflections it's my last
sight though
It's time for me to find out who I really am behind this flee
The winter wind is whispering softly and I'm getting colder now
I can't hear my heartbeat anymore, it's too late
To tell me the truth and everything you want
Ghosts
By Wesley L.
Ghosts are wisps of feeble pasts
memories that do not fade
They are the eerie words from dying lips
the ones that make the air feel colder
the ones you cannot forget
They are the nightmares that plague your dreams
the ones that make you scared to sleep
the ones that are all too familiar
They are the waking woes that cling to you
that feed when you close your eyes
that feast when you are alone
They are the things that hound you
years after they have lived:
the car crash that killed your friends,
your loved one’s cancer diagnosis,
the miscarriage in December,
the screams of war,
suicide attempts,
the cuts,
abuse,
rape.
They never leave you
they haunt you
like ghosts.
Fear of Falling
By Aviana P.
And I know that you just don't want to see me
Yet you said I was the only one honey
Don't build that wall just let it fall
I'm close
I'm right here
You’re too hurt to even come near
You’re scared
I know
But love i'm not the enemy
Your pain and past is dead to me
Let it die instead of you
Because unlike the past
You can always birth anew
GO
By Weyinmi B.
when you realize that the people around you keep telling you to
GO
leave the only home you’ve ever known
that’s when you know it isn’t really home anymore
when you see how many people are willing to stand in lines at the embassy for hours
no rest, no food
that’s when the urge to GO
hits
when you see how many weeks your parents are willing to wait
for the visa that will take you away
maybe GOing
doesn’t seem so bad
when you look around and see the people that have died
the corruption strangling, insecurity suffocating
you understand the compulsion to GO
doesn’t sound so bad anymore
when you see yourself, mom, sister and dad leaving in the cover of the night
running in haste to your boarding gate
that’s when GO
takes its realest form
when you see the stacks of papers for immigration and customs
in your dad’s hand, myriad in number
you know you can’t
GO back
you know when you’re GONE
when your people back at home boast to their friends saying you’re in the good life
and even your own motherland
doesn’t know how to take you back.
War Against War
By Lehar G.
Crack!
Dismantled the pieces integrated
Million yearnings engraved
Meanders of tears deepened
So did the pains of caved
Alas!
Fell flat all the efforts
Rare phenomenon was hope
Though little left to be mustered
Did courage in a palm to lope
God!
Courage that could only fit
A small hand like that
Beneath the rock of despair
Hard to be noticed as gnat
Poor!
Under the sunlight of darkness
Blazed a frail fire
Unlike those scarce flares
No less than a satire
Hurrah!
Darkness flew like an arrow
Off the bow of reliance
Thousands long trails followed
The one strong domino of defiance
Freedom!
Victory so sweet attained
Against the prolonged war
Such an epitome of faith
Ever witnessed before
Yester Eve
By Lehar G.
Notes paving way to the ears
The love floating, eyes rigid
Tension builds as the heart nears
Passion overtook by melancholy
Spotted a table, tracing the stares
Eyes bulged out; brows wrinkled
The locked lips earned plenty a jeers
Guilty beards, shunned for
That otherwise receives many a cheers
Oh lord!
Why such a fashion so shallow
One’s love can interrupt that of his peers
The grip on my hand lightened
Worry shadowing her face dear
My soul crippled, hopes dived
Again...stood against the fear
The rebel in took control
As my lips collided hers
Returned the smile on parole
Grips tightened, nothing to impede
As the feelings again divvied
500 Ways to Di(v)e At a Swim Meet
By Kirsten L.
Water is a fickle god like the slurp
of a tongue over my skin and thousands of
syringes the next nails of a merciless
spirit sinking into the spaces between
vertebrae as i cut through the water
eyes closed. I’ll die in three days
without you but here you gush and sieve
ruthlessly through the outletsin a polluted
form tainted by chlorine and sweat and tears
I tried to snap some pictures of you in the 50
free, my father said, but it’s kind of hard to
tell which one is you and i agree
with that because touching the garish blue of
the pool makes everyone look the same at
times: round forms of flesh encased
in black polyester shining white as working
muscles ripple beneath it
bulging plastic eyes iridescent like an
insect’s heads shrunken and
rubberized in uniformity.
remember to tuck your chin in so you don’t
belly-flop, coach says, dry eyes smiling at
the edges. at least it didn’t hurt
this time when i hit the water, i say, wry grin
recall the last time, relay warm-ups, each
time i tried to di(v)e my thighs glowed red
with pain, the scraped skin on my left knee
hanging without avidity but the
tension runs through the air like cough
particles and it winks at me in the
beads of water coating the back of the boy
sitting in front of me unscrewing
the cap of his bubbling Coke
carefully as though defusing a bomb.
Is a Poem
By Rachel E.
is a poem
a place to put emotion
i can tell you how it comes in waves
of how emotions are less and less emotion
and more and more reaction
I can tell you how it is inconvenient
sporadic and messy yet joyful
but that
you already know
is a poem
a place to journal beauty
I can tell you of the little things
sunlight flowing in through curtains
mud sticking to tiny fingers playing in the grass
trees dropping their leaves as gifts
I can tell you of the beauty
of a loved one after a long day
a simple smile
that wraps the whole world up in duct tape
patching it until tomorrow
but that
you already know
is a poem
an excuse to ramble
without rambling
I can tell you to assort words
without sentences
to write
without essays lab reports articles evidence thesis claims analysis
simply thoughts
put in fastest form
but that
you already know
or is a poem
just a poem
and we’re overthinking
again
but did you
already know